2010 has been shadowing over me like a death sentence. I've been dreading this all year, and I guess now it's finally arrived. And I'm not exactly saying goodbye to 2009, but to an era of my life that has permanently branded (in the most pleasant sense) myself as a person. I've been running this repeatedly through my head lately, I guess in life not many people have the luxury of growing up with a friend, let alone as many as your lovely selves, and as much as I wish to bestow that luxury upon all of you, I just can't, due to circumstance.
I'm so immensely greatful that you have entered my life, and have allowed me to be a part of yours, and I thank God for every precious memory that you guys have given me. I have so much love for all of you, and I feel like I'm going to burst, and I feel nothing but sadness and melancholy at the thought of leaving you all, but I guess it's just one of those pains that comes with life.
I've learnt an incredible amount about myself in these 5 and a half years, and about people in general. I've been able to better myself as a person, and I couldn't have managed without such lovely souls as yours around to influence me.
I promise you that I will be back. Perhaps even later on this year. And I will be exchanging words with a few of you personally before I go, because I'm a sentimental faggot. But for now, I collectively give you something for all of you to have and share. And it's something which you've always had, of course, but it's healthy to reiterate these kind of things. Anyways, I give you every last droplet of my love, and believe me, there's a lot of it. And as intangible and melodramatic as that is, I sincerely hope you enjoy it, and I hope it fills your hearts with joy and gladness, because I know that's what you do for me. I want you all to lead happy, happy lives. I love you all.
The clock is ticking. Keep your eyes on the horizon.
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